11.8

i am undergoing some tests to get my enlarged thyroid checked out. this morning i had a blood test at 6am. Peter came with me because i expected the worst. i got the first appointment of the day so i wouldn't have too much time to get all worked up. my plan worked a little bit. they took me as soon as i arrived. they did my paperwork, warned the blood taking woman of my fear and we were all set to go. Peter distracted me, the woman took the blood she needed and i thought i was good to go!the woman was so good, i hardly felt anything i was so proud! i had conquered my fear! AND THEN...i started to see stars. a whole galaxy of them...and the color drained from my face. the next thing i remember is the woman and peter shaking my shoulders yelling my name. oops. maybe next time...